ok so I've been on this stupid diet for a month and have still only lost 5 pounds? UGHH.
I weighed myself today. 240. This is 5 pounds less than when I started. so yay. But still....
It's been so hard. Fourth of July, then going home to NJ and then moving, having a depressing situation go down, and then having a photoshoot and not eating all day and blowing it on a big mac meal with a side of a cinnamon sugar auntie ann's pretzle. Ugh what is wrong with me. suckity suck suck.
I ate a salad for lunch and was good- and then I ate about 12 mini kit kat bars. a point a piece, mind you. WHY?? becuase they were sitting on my coworker's desk (who sits next to me) and I would grab one (or 3) every time she got up. It's a sickness I tell you- A SICKNESS.
Ok. I gotta get better. and the best way for me to do that is to get back to the gym. i just HATE going alone. I hate it. I have no motivation. I get home and I want to crash cuz I'm so tired from work. yuck.
In other news - work out wise- I've decided with my mother to learn the Thriller dance. There's this lady on youtube that is teaching it in sections and really breaking it down and I have half the dance down already. LOL It's so funny- but omg so much fun. If anyone wants the link- leave a comment. But it's been great. People always play it at parties and my goal is to WOW everyone. Didn't think it would be a huge workout- but it is. and SO fun.
Also- I've been doing crunches and my roommate has been teaching me some belly dancing! ha!
Trying to work out as much as possible!
Water is hard to drink but still doable for now.
Off to finish work and hit the gym (blech)
promise to post more often!
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